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On That Man’s Prayer

The Book of Levi 1 · Written by himself, from his four books of witness

Primo Levi, born at Turin in 1919, died at Turin in 1987. A chemist. Taken in the winter of 1943 as a partisan, sent to Auschwitz in February 1944, and there eleven months until the Russians came in January 1945; of the six hundred and fifty who went in his transport, fewer than twenty came back. He said himself that he lived in part because he was a chemist and was moved to a laboratory, out of the open-air work of the winter. If This Is a Man appeared in 1947, when no one would print it; a small house made fifteen hundred copies and most went unsold. It was reissued ten years later and became what it now is. Also The Truce, The Periodic Table, The Drowned and the Saved, and poems and stories. This volume rests on what he wrote himself, not on another man’s record of him. He was a Jew and declared himself a non-believer: he went in one, came out one, and remained one. That unbelief is no bar at all — chapter one of this book is what a non-believer said about one prayer. What the Order takes him for is chapter one. It is not an unbeliever abusing the religious, and he says so before anyone can accuse him of it: Kuhn was not a bad man, he was wrong about one thing (1.13, 1.14 of this book). What he picks out is a thing that can be checked — the share Kuhn gave thanks for came off the man two bunks away; where one man’s gain is another man’s loss, giving thanks for your share is signing on the loser’s behalf (1.17). A believer cannot refute that, and can use it. The harder sentence comes after, and it is about himself: in the moment of the selection he too felt the impulse to ask, and did not. Not out of hardness, but because he had worked it through — to ask there would be to grant that the selection could be moved by asking, and if it could be moved by asking, then somebody had arranged it (1.19 to 1.22). That he would not grant, and never did. Whether prayer comforts is not the quarrel of this book; the quarrel is with what that particular thanksgiving says. Lastly: the carbon atom at the end of chapter four is the same thing The Book of Lucretius 5 says — what scatters is the arrangement, not the stuff. Two thousand years apart, one reasoned to it and the other followed it.

1.1Let me tell something I saw with my own eyes. When I have told it I will say one sentence, and I have never taken it back.
1.2That day was a selection day.
1.3A selection went like this: everyone stripped, and one by one we walked past two men. They looked once and put the card to the left or to the right.
1.4Whoever went to the wrong side was gone within days.
1.5That day the selection ended and we went back to the hut.
1.6An older man named Kuhn sat on his bunk praying aloud.
1.7He was thanking God: because he had not been selected.
1.8While he prayed, two bunks away, lay a man of twenty. That man had been selected. He knew it, and everyone in the hut knew it.
1.9Kuhn did not look at him once.
1.10I did not believe in God then. I did not believe when I went in, I did not believe when I came out, and I do not believe today.
1.11But in that moment a sentence rose in me, and I wrote it down:
1.12If I were God, I would spit Kuhn’s prayer back in his face.
1.13Let me say what that sentence means, so nobody takes it for an attack on religious people.
1.14Kuhn was not a bad man. He was wrong about one thing.
1.15He took his not having been selected as a good turn done to him personally.
1.16And in the same hut, in the same selection, another man had been selected.
1.17If a thing is such that one man’s gain is another man’s loss, then giving thanks for your share of it is signing on the loser’s behalf.
1.18And I must say something about myself as well.
1.19In the moment I was being looked at, something in me stirred and wanted to ask for something.
1.20I did not ask. What I thought was this: to pray in that place would be not only absurd but the greatest impiety a non-believer is capable of.
1.21For if I had prayed then, I would have been granting that the selection could be moved by asking; and if it could be moved by asking, then somebody had arranged it.
1.22That sentence I would not grant. I do not grant it today.
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